lost cherub | one_that

L → That Which Is Now And That Which Is To Be Have Already Been

one_that_leads Feb 03, 2009 18:24

A year now.
By human reckoning.

More than a year.

And how much of that without him?
How much of that here?
Trapped, idle, here?

I hadn't noticed.
The days pass by.

I remember my arrival.
And now a year since then.

And what of what I left?
No change there.

Nothing.

Arrivals, departures.
What is my place anymore?
What is my purpose?A year ( Read more... )

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XLVI → The Folly of Youth

one_that_leads Dec 23, 2008 13:03

Ah--!
This place.
Yet again.

I don't understand how I keep coming here.
Or why I'm being sent here.

No reason for it.
And no way to it.

Neither Assiah, nor Heaven, nor anywhere else.

And he's not here.
Not anywhere at all.

So, that means...This ended without incident before ( Read more... )

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XLI → To You All Hearts Are Open

one_that_leads Oct 02, 2008 20:12

The final part.

As before:

Lord Rosiel has left the City.

Any who were yet under his bond are released from it.
If you can be released.
Debts are forgiven on all sides.
Requests are hereby withdrawn.
Projects are abandoned.

However.
I make no promises should he return.
With his memory intact.

That is all.

Again and again and again ( Read more... )

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XXXIII → Childish Things

one_that_leads Jul 02, 2008 09:32

This isn't the Academy.

Assiah?
But how...?

No.
It can't be.

...

I've been here before.

... ... ...

But I don't feel him...
Not anywhere...

...

Excuse me!
My name is Katan, ST Candidate.
Could someone direct me back to the Academy?

They will be looking for me.

[ooc: Little Katan is little. And wearing knee socks. You know you love ( Read more... )

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XXX → Philophobia

one_that_leads Jun 18, 2008 18:35

... ... ...

Lord Rosiel...

...

[ooc: Dude, it's Katan. This is philia and phobia all wrapped up garters and leather.]

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XXIX → Perpetuated

one_that_leads Jun 03, 2008 16:43

So.
It cannot be done.
They want me here.
For now.

They cannot keep me here.
I cannot stay here.

Setsuna.
I have my answer.
Their answer.

The cathedral is left to those who still reside there.

Lady Alexiel...
I would prefer to return to the Firehouse.
If possible.

For the duration.

[ooc: Like the deities are going to let anyone leave, really ( Read more... )

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XXVIII → Exit Vel Exeunt

one_that_leads Jun 02, 2008 12:15

Lord Rosiel has left the City.

Any who were yet under his bond are released from it.
If you can be released.
Debts are forgiven on all sides.
Requests are hereby withdrawn.
Projects are abandoned.

However.
I make no promises should he return.
With his memory intact.

That is all.

Tiara ( Read more... )

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XXVII → Resubstantiation

one_that_leads Jun 01, 2008 15:09

I am mended.

A curse.
Of course.

Suu, Lil, Setsuna, Elaine...
...
Lucifer...
My thanks.

Lady Alexiel...
What more is there to say?

I won't impose on the Firehouse any longer.

There are things to attend to still.
The cathedral is so empty.

[ooc: Back in one piece, holding things together, but Setsuna suggested talking to the deities about the ( Read more... )

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XXVI → Wordless

one_that_leads May 31, 2008 10:36

[Unexpected. The communicator turns on. Struggling steps: pain and exhaustion.]

He... ... ...

[No, that's not a sob.]

He ( Read more... )

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XVI → I Spoke Like a Child

one_that_leads Mar 23, 2008 12:03

Ah...

I had a very strange dream last night.
I was grown up.
And Lord Rosiel was there.

And now I've woken up here.

And it's not the Academy.
Or Atziluth.
Or Assiah.
Or anywhere I've seen before.

...they'll be angry if I don't get back...

But, Lord Rosiel--!
Mm, he's here.
And... ...hm...

...

It isn't good...

Oh...

There was someone I was ( Read more... )

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